The world feels so broken just now- so many suffering in conflict zones, refugee camps, and situations of bullying and abuse, poverty and disaster. These are many questions as to how we can work for justice and also respect the dignity and value of every human being.
I have been thinking of that brokeness, partly through the lens of trauma. Gabor Mate defines trauma as a soul wound, as ‘an inner injury, a lasting rupture or split within the self due to difficult or hurtful events’ and also ‘what happens inside you because of what happened to you.’ The Myth of Normal p20. So many people feel hurting and disconnected after experiencing distressing and terrifying events.
So many of the descriptions of Jesus in the gospels are about healing- touching the leper, listening to the outsider, bringing sight to the blind man. His ministry was often seen amongst the people on the road, whether noticing the man in the tree, or the child who was unwell, or the woman in pain. His tender gaze and wise questions, enabled people to find peace and healing.
In this world of suffering and injustice, and taking into account our own brokeness and shortcomings, how can we show the love of Christ? It is partly through prayer, friendship, hospitality and advocacy for those who are marginalised. I think it is also though using a trauma informed lens, so we can use psychological and neurological insights too. There is so much overlap between Christian principles and practices, and being trauma informed and holistic. Humans need physical healing, trauma therapy, but spiritual support and guidance also.
As Christians we are called to show the love of Christ to all people. Recently I have discerned a call to do some research into the impact of trauma and moral injury in the veteran community. Moral injury can be defined in different ways, but in essence is a distress caused when a person has been involved in something which has violated their conscience or ethical framework, and has caused questioning, shame and guilt.
I feel called to this particular area, because of lived family experience. It feels like a way of seeking to embody Jesus’ love for this part of our society, and many people are working in similar issues in other groups, so hopefully we can all learn from each other. It means taking some time out of parish ministry to do it justice, but I feel this is my priority for just now. I want to listen to the stories of veterans and their families in Scotland and in the USA, and if you have a story to share, or know someone who does, please get in touch- woundedwarriorfg@gmail.com
Some verses that have always resonated with me are from 2 Corinthians 5, especially verses 17 to 19 ‘if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation, the old has gone, and the new has come. All this is from God, who reconciled us to Himself through Christ, and gave us the ministry of reconciliation, that God was reconciling the world to himself in Christ, not counting our sins against us. And he has committed to us the message of reconciliation……’
For me, healing is holistic, and comprises of showing love and forgiveness, and pursuing advocacy and justice. Yes, we want to listen, and see healing in body, mind and soul, but alongside that we are called to be a critical friend to the system that may have caused fracture or damage.
When I started writing this blog, I said it was about the struggles of being a Christian in a messy world. That is still very much the case, and I have so much to learn. Thankyou already to those who have prayed for me, and shared their insights and ideas. I have benefitted greatly from your support, and seek to follow Christ’s call to play my small part to bring healing and reconciliation in a divided and chaotic world.
Gracious God of justice and mercy, love and goodness, You must look at this world and weep at the greed, violence and corruption that tears us apart, and causes so much destruction. Lord Jesus, You came into this world, that through the cross, You bring an offer of forgiveness, healing and reconciliation to all. By your Holy Spirit, show us if there is something you want us to do, to bring acceptance, healing and moral repair to those whose lives have been marred by violence and trauma. As a society, may we let go of past prejudices, and toxicity, and instead embrace prayer and humility to gain a deeper understanding of our differences, so we can build a more just world. Amen.
An umbrella of healing love 